oops that was my idea of a 'break from blogging'

well I'm sorry but yeah here I am again !
I'll write positive things first, I think.
Yesterday was really good actually ! I mean I hate school and yeah but I like Caitlin and making friends with her friends. As long as they don't dislike me for liking some bands they hate because I think people who are like that are really shallow and not cool at all hah ! But no I think they tolerated me and stuff which was nice. Preshil people are very amusing and yeah. It sort of sucks my parents are shit and wouldn't let me stay longer. This leads into my negative slab of writing yay !

I've decided that the second my dad's house is ready I am going to stay there for like a month because I am so sick of being here and hey look I said that like three months ago ! This is weird ! But no seriously my mother is always angry at me for no reason these days and I feel so pathetic because I just want to be like NIGGA CUT ME SOME SLACK OK I'M SICK AND SAD CONSTANTLY but like that is so lame and well ok I always feel pathetic but y'know it's extra-bad when my mother is the cause of that.
Hey so I'm being forced to go the football tomorrow and I don't think I'm allowed to go out tonight because my mother is fucking insane. Yeah. That's alright though, as long as she just leaves me completely alone and doesn't talk to me at all I will have a happy night. I'm going to play games that no one would appreciate and talk to gabbi about them because hey yeah internet people are nice to me !