my hair is cut and my ears have things stretching them

djkhlsfjsk I always feel so self-conscious after I get a haircut. It’s weird. Also this one is really really short so I have a reason to be. And yeah ha I put tapers in my ears ! Everything is great because they don’t turn at all and they’re really fun to play with and they’re not swollen and I love my ears for that. Except they’re kind of a luminescent green so idk how I’m going to hide that from dem silly bitches @ carey :---( ESPECIALLY WITH MY EXTREMELY SHORT HAIR UGH WHAT DO I EVEN DO
I think there is something wrong with me because I’ve been feeling sick for the past few days and I haven’t been eating as much WHICH IS WEIRD because food is so good like I love food and food is my boyfriend and I live for food etc <333333 I cud blog about it 4eva~~
The point is
Uh
Yeah I feel sick and all this week I haven’t been able to pour a drink without spilling it because my hands are trembling so much all the time
And I drink a lot of glasses of orange juice daily
Which is weird because I haven’t had that problem for years so idk man
I just read the saddest fic ever omg I was bawling my eyes out seriously. Gerard died at the end and everything sucked but like the whole thing was so sad I just cried so much welp and then Cancer came on fucking shuffle on my ipod right when I was up to the saddest part at the end and I just sobbed forever jesus fucking christ fahjlheskdjfs BUT IT WAS SO GOOD

And just for the record omg I had the greatest night last night just reading and rewatching green day live and talking to people on tumblr so yay for not having a social life ok I'm very happy about that \(｡◕‿◕｡)/