we're out of nutella and everything sucks

Lawl not being melodramatic. Just the fact we have no Nutella is just an addition to my sadness
/dramatic sob
I want someone to give me something that will make me feel better
I do not understand why we haven't gone to the doctor for something yet
I don't get it. Adults are silly. My mother says she will do a lot of things but does not get around to it ! She is very silly. We need more Nutella. That might make me feel better. I doubt it. Nutella can only fix so many things !
In any case
I cannot stand this
I hate pretending I feel all happy n' stuff
When I don't
I don't know how to feel happy anymore
Which, y'know, isn't great. Quite honestly it's fucking shit.
It's rather odd, because while I dread waking up every morning at the same time I get these really not-fun dreams, if you can even call them dreams, and I want nothing more than to stay awake all night. It's rather odd. You might almost say it's pretty. odd. Ha ! I make that joke too often.
I want someone to do something to make me feel good again. I haven't felt genuinely happy, like constantly, for so long. I always end up coming back to this depressed feeling.
Funny thing. I always write derpressed and it amuses me to no end in the most inappropriate of situations.

This has been another blog where I open up too much about boring things that no one cares about xoxo