Should just drop out right now

Of course I do not mean that, because, y'know, school isn't that bad. Half of the time.

But right now I hate myself so so so much because I said I'd change my terrible work habits and I haven't and I have so much work to do. But I've calmed down considerably now because I'm listening to Radiohead and feeling kind of really sad but just like HEY WATEVAAA GURL I GOTTA DO DIS WORKKKK and yeah. That's how I think. Precisely. Also generally sad because I thought I'd actually see more of my parents this year but I guess not. Which is more depressing than anything.

BUT HEY OKAY I'M GOING TO KEEP DOING WORK BECAUSE I NEED TO NOT FUCK UP STUFF THIS EARLY IN THE YEAR !