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we're just blood and bones

I am so excited for tomorrow you have no idea

Today was nice disregarding the lack of Panic's presence

I like spending time with people I don't normally spend time with

Everything is sort of going to shit on a personal scale and everything is fucking up so quickly I'm not really processing it but hey counter rev so yeah distraction

We're just blood and bones,

Just rods and cones,
Robots and clones,
Just ones and zeros.

So if you want to stay, then stay for one more day.
But please understand. Please, won't you understand?

it seems all I do lately is eat and stress and blog and stress some more and not sleep and watch the sun rise and stress a little bit more

bloggity blog blog

hi

idk

I had a great holiday

frani and I walked on the beach and did creative things a lot and it was really chill actually yeah that made me happy a considerably large amount

and then we had a nice 2 hour conversation about shit that sucks

which was good

yeah

idk I'm really motherfucking tired

I'm going to tumblr all nite aw yea :-)

I feel really lonely and sad now aw hav a cry

literally one of the funniest things i have ever seen EVER

just read ok

Happy Max's birthday eve to you all !

Aw my lovely brother turns 21 tomorrow. Well. Time flies wen ur havin fun!!!!!! :-)

No really I love my brother even if he's weeEEeird because he doesn't leave the house a lot he's still fab ok and he's sort of like my best friend on the occasions he's not in his room so dere u go im a faggot hA ha

I'm packing all my stuff for Port Douglas awfully late

I really hope Frani doesn't start hating me halfway through the trip although I can totally see it happening

I'm actually quite excited yay things

why do I even go to school

Oh my god I am so much happier at home just not doing anything wow lame. But yeah every time I breathed out today it felt like my body was going to like implode and every time I coughed my whole body like spasmed uighfdksjls and yeah uh I want to get better before Port Douglas fun times so yeah.

My brother tried to be nice to me today and buy me coffee but he came back with decaf. FUCKING DECAF ok look he likes his iced coffee but idek how he would manage to order decaf when he DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IT WAS jesus fucking christ

anyway I had a gud day aside from feelin shit how bout u (∪ ◡ ∪) ?

u hav fun rotting in hell i mean skool lol????

(✿ ♥‿♥)

life is hard

I just ordered two misfits shirts instead of one

first world problems :--(

hi on another note idk I ~sort of!!~ want to die but then it's like 4 fucking days until the holidays and I really like aths day for some reason and it's tomorrow so wow I'm emotionally retarded oooo!!!!!

Also I'm drawing a lot

Be happy for me \(･ω･ )/

cool I just ordered a heap of fbr merch

Last night was all kinds of fun, actually. I just really like people in general. Actually that might be too much of a generalisation but uh I like most people. Although Anna screaming for an hour because people were hooking up was frightening.

So here's the thing ! I haven't been having bad dreams as such but I can't really sleep at all anymore and it's really rather odd. Also something feels wrong with me and I am not sure what it is. Like there is constantly this weird sick feeling of foreboding just in the back of my head and I don't know why it's there. Like I'm worried about something but I have no idea what it is ! I am not really sure what is going on in my head.

Also I'm hungry.

oh my god

camp

was great

seriously

so good

I would elaborate but eh

I need to to my biology so I don't get a det hooray!!!!!